Friday, April 12, 2013

Endless Thoughts


Lately, my mind has been everywhere so it has been really difficult to begin a blog. I can't narrow my mind down to one subject to talk about! So today's entry, will be all over the place.

As most know, I work at home. While at home, I am constantly thinking of new ideas of things to do with the house, things to do with Vera, things to do with the classroom, the yard, gardening, and our future.  I don't know how Brett isn't exhausted with my ideas by  now... or my friends, for that matter..... But I appreciate all the listening they do and how they humor me.  I have endless dreams, endless goals, so many ideas of what I do in life.... and I like it that way. I love the idea that the possibilities are endless. I know that right now, my possibilities are limited due to Brett's schooling, but it will all be worth it some day. I have had quite the nasty attitude this week and it has taken awhile to get out of the funk, but I am feeling hopeful again. One thing that helps me most is to dream.  Not only can children dream, but adults can too! It keeps life interesting and exciting. I am just incredibly thankful that my husband is so willing to go along with it. Not many would be willing to do what he does.

Anyways... 

As stated above, my mind is everywhere. I feel like it's unfair to write about a single serious topic at the moment because I wouldn't be able to fully dive into it. So, patience is very much appreciated at this point!

This photo was taken by one of my very best friends..... and I have a caption of my own to add to it:


(Alison Evans took this photo... you should probably contact her for YOUR photo needs because she's AMAZING!) Go to my facebook page and find evans photography.





I just feel that lately, things seem the same every day. I have been focusing on the negative. My attitude has really been something. I felt like I was in a rut.  I started thinking about all the things I should be thankful for. My beautiful healthy family, our beautiful home, a reliable vehicle that saves us a ton in gas, the freedom of this country, the people who fight for those freedoms, the ability to speak my mind, my education, my own business, the promising future that my husband and I are working so hard for... I'm not sure why I ever have the right to complain, really? But hopefully, these nasty moods wont last long when I can think of all the things I have to be thankful for. So this picture to me, represents my little family moving forward. Leaving the negative behind. Growing old together. Building ourselves a promising future and an enjoyable life for our child and any future children. I just LOVE life and need to constantly remind myself of that before it's too late.

2 comments:

  1. I've been wondering where you've been, you posted so much in the beginning! Life is full of ups and big downs, it's really easy to get into a negative mindset, depressed, angry, sad, whatever. You usually seem to overcome that pretty well. Hope things are feeling more sunshiny soon!

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  2. Thanks, Angela! Maybe a little break is what I needed because I am feeling refreshed again an ready to post!

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